just a lil' shout out

that is just what im thinking now...
not to say to anybody but to myself.......
~silent and alone~ ~quite and lonely~ ~sad and crazy~

Silent & Alone

finally, i open my mouth and say something today.
but it doesnt change anything.
another way round, i think i better dont talk.
i think i should just act like im a noob, let the books fill in my life.
let all whatever friendship, relationship, shit, sheet, sheep and all bla bla bla ship la, dissapear.
but who can live without friends...??
NONE!!!!!
my answer is there is "NO ONE" that can live without friends, or you yourself are lying..
i just want to be honest. i really need friends!!
but it doesnt means that all my friends need me....
owh kayy, from now on, i'll just pretend like im a super duper bookaholic...
i'll just keep my mouth shut... it is ok, i dont mind being a NOOB..
i'll wish that it wont affect my studies...
***sigh*** ***tears...?!?**** *****i dont know..!?!*****
i wasnt "joy" as my name "joy"... (i mean sometimes)
sometimes i wish that im "emo"...
****** Silent & Alone ******

let the rain falls down and wash away all this things.....